At yesterday’s CPC, I would give my own presentation 65 points out of 100.
It may have been useful in part, but it certainly was not an “A.”
At yesterday’s clinicopathological conference (CPC), I would score my own presentation at 65 points.
Some aspects may have been helpful to those in attendance, but it was not something that deserved an A.
From a pathology standpoint, I had done what I could.
But that alone was not enough.
In particular, my differential diagnosis was not thorough enough.
I could explain the mechanism of death, but I did not fully pursue the deeper question: What ultimately caused that mechanism to occur? That is what still lingers with me.
These days, it is not unusual for audience members to search online in real time and fire off sharp questions based on what they find. It can be daunting.
I would like to do the same myself, but standing before a room full of people, that is not always possible.
Perhaps next time I should consider going fully online, where adapting in real time might be easier.
And yet, there is something deeply gratifying about seeing a large conference room filled with people.
It is not simply about speaking in front of a crowd. What moves me is that so many people gather for a conference organized by pathology. It reminds me that our field still holds weight within the hospital. It makes me feel that I must keep pushing forward.
With the Olympics underway, athletes often say, “I did everything I could.”
But doing what you are capable of is only the starting point. One must search for what more is required.
Athletes who fall short likely do so because something essential was missing—and they know it. That is why defeat brings tears.
Whether it is my presentation or the Olympic stage, neglecting what truly needs to be done leads to the same result: regret.
And this applies to all work.
Only by mastering those necessary steps does one become a true winner. Effort earns respect precisely because it confronts what must be done.
Reaching that level is difficult. And even if one arrives there, a steeper and longer road awaits.
That is life.






